Selasa, 03 Agustus 2010

Dear You

I hope you read it, I remember and never forget. I wrote it because I only miss the way how you call my name and it was and still make me sick at the moment.

hey guys, do you believe that love is unpredictable?
I do.

I met a person three years ago, actually he is a boy.
I met him in abstrack world.
I used to be young, not in age, but in mind and soul. He came to my life in suprising way and suddenly BOOOOM! he was gone. And left my regretted behind.

I knew him although we haven't met before. And I felt it been so long time that I have known him. I felt comfortable when said something eventhough there were just silly or not important things. In a moment I felt my heart turned up and even like hard to breathe.

I always like spend my time with him. Slowly, that feeling spread in unpredictable way. I didn't want call it love because I haven't fall in love before.

Every second my heart beats, I always think, think of him.
"Hey boy, what are you doing right now?" These words were very usual but It doesn't wok right now. My ego burst me in the hole of the painness.

I tried to forget although I knew that wouldn't work. I tried to search another but that was different. I tried to shouted but I lost my voice. Everything went wrong, Beside me, THERE IS NO HIM. Everything was lost when he was dissapear without said goodbye. I regretted and feel neglected. I miss ALL the moments. I miss the time when he waited until I slept tight and greet every morning when I opened my eyes. He was patient to my ego and careful to choose the words to faced my rude.

It is too late now, I realize that. A lot of parts of my life were gone.
I only expect, hope and pray that there will be another moment like our first meeting. And I will say,
"Please turn my heart back"

for you S.T.K

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